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let's get down to the basics. Djanel O Benemerito is the name; I prefer deejae but if you got a problem with that, get the fuck outta here. Born fourteen years ago. I've got the filipino and spanish blood in me. I've got that single girl swag going on and it's gonna stay like that. I'm an ordinary girl living in an ordinary world. starting fresh 'cause im sick and tired of wastes and fakes. Haters, keep on hating because you're making me famous.
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7/23/2009 ( 11:15 AM )
I don't know what going on with me, i've been thinking about you lately and it's killing me because im reminiscing on us and all those good times we had. You're probably thinking "fuck this bitch, i don't need her" but then, why the hell do you come to me and ask if we want to talk? I remember, when we had that talk, naming all these random guys i hang out with if i have feelings for them because you thought i was on some "next-guy" like, am i not aloud to have guy friends when im with you? Yeah okay, you care and stuff but really? Like even if it hurts you, it hurts me. When i heard that you were on some "next-girl" i just wanted to die but i still managed to put that smile on my face. Every single day, when i would see her with you, i'd just turn my head away because it reminds me of what we did .. everything we did, everything i sacrificed for you, just blew up like a bomb. all the pieces are scattered, and i was trying to find them and fix it up again but you were just watching me and prolly got bored and just left me hanging .. im sick and tired of this, reminiscing on the past when i should be looking forward to the future but i know that you won't be there. I was doing so fucking well without you, like i said .. "Im living my life without you, and it feels so fucking amazing!" but .. it seems like, you're back in my life again because from that moment i saw you .. all hell broke loose. Everything I hid about you and me is now back in mind 24/7 .. just don't get anything wrong, i don't want to you back because of all this .. but what i wrote in your yearbook won't happen 'cause it's hard to face the fact that im going to be talking to you again and most likely gain trust in you again. I don't want to that happening again. sorry to say, but .. i don't want to see you again. you were out of my life, and i wanted it to stay like that ..
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