holla :)

S M I L E

{/Now you got me thinking .. --

7/21/2009 ( 8:22 PM )

"i'm here sitting down about to spit a flow

stay tuned in, your about to experience a heartfelt show

with something so amazing but yet so simple

the dimple on your cheecks makes me smile

you've been on my mind for quite awhile

how can i ever let you go

honestly i been trying to let you know

i'm out here, dying with every tear

i'm to soft, still here with little fear

when it comes to you i'm not scared

all i'm trying to say is that we can be shared (;

something about you makes me go weak

like a young child who needs it's mother when it weeps

just listen to the words i'm trying to say

I bet you had this feeling in some kind of way

damn, how can I let the time pass by

that was very stupid of I

I miss you tender touch and your beatiful eyes

your body and swag, which is so picture perfect

I just want to hop on that and merk it (;

I remember the moments when I had you

that was quite a lot throughout the few

even though we barely talked towards the end of the year or so

we kept that argument on a down low

I should of stayed stronger, maybe hold a bit longer

through the late night texting and the random acts at school

or even just asking how do you do

you put me through a mess, I know I was put to the test

i didn't accomplish that, i didn't do my best

I'm guessing you may feel the same way

I have been thinking about you, especailly today..."

so, just to let you know, that caught my eye. I don't know, is it for me, or some other bitch. haha, now you got me really thinking .. was everything just a play to you? did you enjoy the show? Did you even give a round of applause at least to show that you actually cared? 'Cause you're reminiscing on the past like i wasn't in your life. After everything we've been through, you're reminiscing on some other girl? I swear, it's like you don't even want to look back at the "good times" we had, because we did. fuck all those fights we had and just look back at the times when i didn't tell you how i felt .. i got a lot to say, but i wont let it get to me. Don't get anything wrong, it's not like i want you back, i just want us to be the way we use to be..