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S M I L E

{/four is an UGLY number, just saying. --

12/20/2009 ( 12:59 PM )

so tmrw is the first christmas break till 2010. Can you believe it? 2010. There's no snow either. bonus. It's winter time and there's no snow. I blame it on global warming :) but anyways, i need to do something for the next two weeks because I don't want to be in the house the whole time. this is like summer all over again. for christmas, i want a curler. i seriously need to put some style in my hair. Im going to try and make this long so im going to say what's on my mind.I've been playing MW2 for the past 3 hours because my plans got cancelled. I was suppose to stay at a hotel for a night or two with mylene and rosie but something bad happened last night. R.I.P. so it's 4:04 and omg, im really bored. there's nothing to watch on tv and there's nothing to eat. FML, seriously.

I miss him, f'real :\ hes just on mind and i know i messed things up with him but im sure there has to be a second chance around the corner somewhere. i just have to find it .. eventually. anyways, there is like, 7 more days till the christmas party and i dont know what to wear. i really need a new outfit for crying out loud. it's gonna be so boring like last year since i had no one to talk to. i hope he brings his friends because then it would be live as hell. im trying to update you blog so don't blame me if have too much to say. the heater is not working mf, it's suppose to be hot in here not cold as hell that i turn into friggen ice. I talk to much, or write to much in this case.

school has been amazing lately but i still hate the drama. oh no, not with the girls, the guys. four guys on me. i hate it still. yesterday, i was being attacked by sweet talks from boys. like, it's kinda getting annoying that these people keep talking to me and telling me they miss me and stuff. like, i get it okay. you dont have to say it every single time im talking to you. i ain't the type of girl that has expectations from a guy. i get what i get and if i dont like it, i can just let it go. easy as that.

anyways, im just going to end it here. im done talking .. for this hour. i'll get back to you later :)